Ruthie Henshall - This Time Around lyrics

When I slept in this bed The future seemed so far ahead I had only one choice to make When I believed in love My Mom would say ... Things were as they should be When Charlie was my true destiny Everyone was wearing a smile When were drunk with dreams We used to talk about forever I believed in the fairytale I remember the boy who climbed in my window In the moments between kisses I would tremble inside The last time I was here my feelings led me everywhere He kissed away my fears I was caught up in the way he said my name If I knew then what I know now Would I wind up the same anyhow? How many times I have I wondered that? Well now, guess what? I'll know Time changes hearts I know it does I'm not afraid to make my life my own I'll find out who I am and who I was I'll take this chance I've found I was blind, but not this time Undefined, but not this time Now when I think about tomorrow I can feel possibilities I can try any crazy scheme that excites me In these moments between lifetimes I can fantasise Oh yes This time while I'm here I can look ahead to everything I know what's gonna be And I'm not afraid of anything I'm young again once more And youth will not be wasted here on me I was blind, but not this time I'll define my life this time The choice is mine to get it right this time I believe what I feel What my soul needs to heal This time around