Rush da Russian Rapper - Bully rap song lyrics

[Intro] Yeah It's your boy Rush baby It's the bully This song is about you but this song's not for you It's for the little kid, for that little kid In the room that got nobody to turn to You can turn to me [Verse 1] I'm scared but I'm brave, I'm free but I'm a slave I'm dead without a grave, a hole in my soul like a cave I don't feel wanted, my soul feels haunted Bullies bully me and I just wanna confront it Ain't got the damn heart to go through it My eyes are full of fluid my vi-sion is polluted Infact, they're disputed, intact, I just threw it But f** man just screw it, I knew it You're the bully that stole lunches And I'm the little kid that holds grudges My hunch is, f** being righteous All you f**ing bullies that are fuel to my fire And now you inspire my desire to go higher I got kicked down and picked on And pain inflict on and just sicked on By the so-called friends, I cry but you laugh 'Coz I stuck my neck all for my boys like a f**ing giraffe [Hook] I ain't scared of a bully I get mad and I snap and I'm glad That I react with the fact you attack I ain't scared of a bully And I glare and I stare not a fan Not a care not a tear not a share I ain't scared of a bully And I twist and I turn cut my wrist let 'em burn But at least it's my own I ain't scared of a bully Take a blade cut your throat and I pray [?] [?] [Verse 2] Yoo I hate humans Everybody talks about me, I hate rumours I'm just a cla** clown and I hate humour Can't help but to a**ume a I'm a small scared, I'm just a late bloomer It f**s with my mind like a have a brain tumour Bullies full of sh** like the water in a sewer I'm like an outcast, but I will outlast Every single motherf**er that, doubts my a-- Bullies co*ks**ers, shovers against duckers We need a small skin, nobo-dy f**ing likes us Push kick or stab you, he's so big he'll grab you Slap you or snap you, whatever f**ing have you But have you, been hurt but you, felt no pain? Weather stormy weather but you, felt no rain? Emotions closed off like it's, confiscated But I don't give a sh**, like I'm, constipated [Hook] [Verse 3] I had no self-esteem by a age of seventeen Know exactly what I mean if you see yourself in him Little kid without a toy, smile without a joy My father was short-tempered that I try to not annoy Lock myself in a room and just wish the cartoons d**h will come soon and d**h's will hear [?] Can't tolerate bullies with the anger he fumes He wants to speak up but afraid he will lose To them it's amusing, when they abuse him To them it's confusing and that's what you call music He's a fan of Eminem but he's not a f**ing Stan But just understand he looks up to the man Wish that was his real father, to protect him 'Coz his real Dad don't respect him, he neglect him But steer a little clearer You can't love anyone, until you love the man that's in the mirror [Hook]