RUNK. - Cloud of Doubt (Pt. 2) lyrics

Intro It's a sense of apathy that casually grapples me The maddened beast tackles me, it's a catastrophe Feel like a worker in a factory, the hurt I am repackaging Immersing & it staggers me – a bird with mangled wings I went from punching on everyday Feeling wrong in every way Writing songs to get away Don't believe in God but I better pray If it's seeming odd I'll set it straight They tell me sleep on it; you'll feel as sweet as the leaf of some green chronic This is real sh** let me be honest, if I built a bridge I'd probably leap of it Verse 1 It's some psychic pain that I've tried to suppress Feel right as rain with life after d**h Mistakes I've made, enticing regret Still hold their place inside of my head Abuse never loosens its grip Till they find you not moving using a drip Feeling useless, losing's a synch No improvement, what conclusion is this? They say call the cops but that never would work You can't make it stop; ever since birth You feel that ‘safe place' message reverse When someone you love shows no discretion to hurt Chorus I wake up never feeling refreshed because that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet I said, I wake up never feeling refreshed cuz that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet I wake up, I wake up, I wake up never feeling refreshed I wake up never feeling refreshed, that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet Verse 2 And even when the wounds are repaired A sudden move can just tear and remove any flare That you grew to prove you don't care Exuding despair, it protrudes and it stares When they're standing at your window with an axe You, your mother, little brother gotta tip toe out the back Got their own struggles by fear they're entrapped Causing a rumble to deal with the facts I can't walk around it, it hides & attacks I don't want talk about it outside of this rap That's the kind of attitude, some others just do have And we wonder why they end up zipped up in a huge bag Chorus I wake up never feeling refreshed because that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet I said, I wake up never feeling refreshed cuz that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet I wake up, I wake up, I wake up never feeling refreshed I wake up never feeling refreshed, that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet Guitar Solo Chorus I wake up never feeling refreshed because that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet I said, I wake up never feeling refreshed cuz that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet I wake up, I wake up, I wake up never feeling refreshed I wake up never feeling refreshed, that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet