I've cried my tears there's no relief I've cried for love I'm still alone I've cried for help but no one came no one came I found relief in carnal pleasure I found relief in someone's arms I found belief was thrown away I found my soul in pieces my soul in pieces I will not change, I will not loose I will not fear the one that is me they will conform but I can't be the person next to me I had that life behind of me no medication, no disease I didn't know i had the worse to face my world and myself, the enemy again the enemy again