Rumsfield - Tug Of War lyrics

So this is how I am as the cream begins to clot While time dances madly with another soothing shot My thoughts turn to jelly I'm told they taste offensive Don't complain you're just the same Denial can be expensive I wanna stay exactly where I was I can't imagine the thing I have become You couldn't comprehend this tug of war You lost yourself like so many before The pretty things gather so I gun powder my nose Black and red embrace me As judgement comes and goes I'm walking over egg shells and slipping on the yoke Condescending my choices and I'm not laughing at your joke