Rukus - Did I Die? lyrics

(Intro) Yeah It's that time again motherf**er I got the bottle in one hand. I got the gun in the other Know what i'm saying? It's time to paint the walls with my motherf**in' brains The problem is everytime I do it, i keep f**ing coming back This time, I got the 12 guage and it's right under my chin Time to pull the trigger again (Verse 1) Did I die? Last thing I heard was the blast from the chamber The bullet in my head, yo it's just a dead ringer Watch my brains gently coat the f**in' basement walls I close my eyes, drop the weapon as my body falls I grab myself in a pool of my own blood Spittin' and choking but for some reason it's all good I watch my family cry over my dead body Can't do a thing 'cause my alter ego Rukus shot me But it's okay 'cause I live through the eyes of Rukus Back once again to mutilate you motherf**ers I'm claimin' Cutthroat at the Black Blood Cemetary Chasin' you outta my kingdom 'cause i'm f**in' scary Kryptik, you know this sh** is mysterius 'Cause this sh** will make you delerious Keep bumpin' this crazy sh**, keep it underground Buried next to the bodies that were never found Today feels like a good day to die So now I kick the wicked sh** from the other side Now I lay me down to sleep (Chorus) Now i kick the wicked sh** from the other side Did I die? Did I die? Now i kick the wicked sh** from the other side Did I die? Did I die? Now I kick the wicked sh** from the other side (Verse 2) It's the return of the motherf**in' deadman, Spittin' on the mic You wanna play in my graveyard, That's somethin' you won't like But if you wanna come with me and tell me all your fears I'll keep you locked in purgatory for the next hundred years 'Cause me and f**in' Komatose are sleepin' in your Ouija board Thinkin' of wakin' us up b**h, but you're not sure I think i'm dead, Did I die? No one can tell me why I roam in darkness with a stare in my f**in' eyes I get aroused at the stench of the rotting flesh It's just a shame that my body and my soul don't mesh A lost soul not recognized by society You know my name? No you don't, Don't f**in' lie to me That's why we're dead, dead in the people's eyes My mind's repulsive and it's swarmed by f**in' flies Now I lay me down to sleep My mind's repulsive and it's swarmed by f**in' flies Did I die? Did I die? (Chorus) Now i kick the wicked sh** from the other side Did I die? Did I die? Now i kick the wicked sh** from the other side Did I die? Did I die? Now I kick the wicked sh** from the other side Now I kick the wicked sh** from the other side My mind's repulsive and it's swarmed by f**in' flies