Rufescent - Valley lyrics

[Hook: Singer] Heaven never caught you No one ever stalled you You be tethered to your own fights So don't cry Heaven never caught you No one ever stopped you You be tethered to your own lies So don't fight [Verse 1: Rufescent] Take me to the dark place The place buried so far down you never see its face Like the come off, off the blaze that was Terribly prefaced by the weed that was laced (This rap's different, I'm not writing in rhymes) I'm writing in times of evil scorned by the pine Trees in the back of my yard when I was growing up My mother kicked me out of the house at 16 years old 'K that's a lie one I told many times Cause the truth hurts (the truth hurts) The booth irks me to write some sh** bashing her But I'm not gonna, OK yes I am She kicked me out when I was ten Me and my sisters, and them Them being the kids she baby-sat, she'd pretend Then take the money from her clients The parents of the vibrant young defiant strong Children begat from hard lives torn wives and Fathers with no might But she's the only reason Rufescent rhymes tight TJ's words are like curves they're cursed By the woman who cared more for her purse In his face she kicked dirt She bought him a Nerf gun and told him "Go out in the woods and never defy good" So he never defied good [Hook: Singer] Heaven never caught you No one ever stalled you You be tethered to your own fights So don't cry Heaven never caught you No one ever stopped you You be tethered to your own lies So don't fight [Verse 2: Rufescent] While he watched her defy what would Be the only reason he would Care for a girl like he should Maybe he'll treat them nice, and if they have Gripes or keep him up late nights or throw Grains of rice at his face splicing his heart Tearing his veins, being his pain Being the very headache He'd be addicted to them like crack Like he was his mama, her smack The verbal blow she would pack (TJ died of heart attack, body burned to ash) Now he roams the earth as Rufescent Sniffing out rapists, drug dealers, and donating Their skin to peasants He's out there trying to save one girl at a time Cause the one he couldn't save was his f**ing mom This is the realist sh** I ever wrote Mostly because God says to honor your parents But what honor is there trapped in a moat My mother had my neck guarded like a choke Turned me into smoke, shots rusted Now I must get it off my chest and f**ing cuss (Lord forgive me in you I should have trust) Lord forgive me in you I should have trust [Bridge: Singer] I'm so lonely Control me So lonely No controlling So lonely... [Verse 3: Rufescent] Funny how her and I worship the same God And that's probably the reason why I've always fallen It's like your enemy leading you to the pot of gold And then your success is measured by that pot until your days grow old I'm sorry mom for attacking ya Only reason why I do it is not because of us It's because of the girls I watched you torment Three beautiful faces you made your doormat You think I'd adore that (nah) Funny, I forgive you a bit Not because of you, and God helps, but listen to this twist It's because of one small girl of whom you laid your fist A girl who lives her life in pain because her mom exists She said, big brother Just forgive