Rudiger - Reaching lyrics

I'm at the bottom Here I lie at the bottom of this pool of self-destruction It's pitch black, the surface is nowhere in sight Got too close to the edge this time I turned my back on everyone Abandoned all I care for most in life... I'm at the bottom Reaching, pleading, God please save me My excuses have run out Now it's clear which path to fear It's just too late now... I'm at the bottom I recall taking off integrity Jumping in the shallow end of pleasure full of others like me The I ran along the slippery edge of deceit Until I slipped and hit my head on the way down... I'm at the bottom Reaching, pleading, God please save me My excuses have run out Now it's clear which path to fear Which path brings tears now... I'm at the bottom What have I done? What have I become? A rotting empty vessel, locked from the inside Will I survive? Can I revive? Will I unlock my heart and change this time?