Rude Max - Antidote lyrics

[Rude Max] I'm on the back of a four legged beast I got compa**ion for all those deceased I got memories, locked in my head They keep me awake, cold shaking in bed I feel dead, there's no one that can save me I'm running laps, but the world won't face me f** em all, i'll always keep on racing To the end of the earth, d**h I'm now chasing I'm just pacing, back and forth, now I won't stop till i hear the wolf howl And all the times I'm let down and hurt It's like I'm walking alone on the black road cursed I need a hero, a savior, a friend Some one who will say my name when it's the end I'm about to give in, there's no way to win I need to take a last breath and let the poison's sink in my skin [Hook- Rude Max] You cannot save me, there is no antidote You will not save me, i have no antidote You want to save me, i suggest that you don't Cause they all hate me, and they'll make sure that you won't [Rude Max] Eyes closed, my heart bates racing I've spent 46 minutes debating Can i get my a** off of the sofa Into the world, to smell the great aroma I've got peddles of roses inside And my feelings will hopefully die Because of you, I'm feeling alive More than i've ever felt like this, and why Your not mine, you'll never be apart of me It's all fine, i hate you so pardon me For all the times, i lied and got caught And most of all, when we always just fought With no clue it would turn out bad The last 3 years, were the worst that i've ever had I'm not mad, but i won't grin I need to relax and drift away again [Hook- Rude Max] You cannot save me, there is no antidote You will not save me, i have no antidote You want to save me, i suggest that you don't Cause they all hate me, and they'll make sure that you won't [CR] Now let me take a moment to rest, i gotta catch my breathe I'm struggling trying to finally get this off my chest And i ain't trying to be the best, I'm just trying to watch my right follow my left with each undivided step That i take, choice that i made, that reflects and explains the person that i am today And i wouldn't change, even if i could go back in time and rearrange the corruption and destruction that took place in my mind And this time i'mma leave you a note, and say goodbye to my soul cause there's no antidote And if you got hope, don't waste it on me I'm left for bail like the meat that the predators seeks It's been weeks since i had a clean thought in my head So many times i wanna act but i get lost in the mess With one breathe, i can take it back, live and forget But that's not an option when you happen to live this d**h