The Book of Ryan The untold tale of scandal All my bars of madness That are inspired by my childhood, scars and sadness Every black man must fend for himself Where we value physical much more than we do our mental health And what the f** you know about coming back from hitting rock bottom in life n***a all I want is a good home, and a wife And some children, and some food to feed 'em every night Where's my parallel to that? n***a, where's my parallel to that? Where's my parallel, to that?