Royal Calvin - Youth lyrics

I don't really wanna waste my time I'm just gonna do just one more line I just wanna make this whole life mine In the end is this what it is like How many times did you change your mind Before this sh** started feeling divine I just had to start reading the signs How did a n***a so def start leading the blind Ima still be awake when the sun come out Ima still run a play when the fun run out If I don't start this sh** today then I'm done Somehow got the courage to disparage any bums around Cuz I don't want a sudden run in with my son Talking bout how daddy almost did it but he had to fail somehow Caught In a spell of b**hes brews and the real Holy sh** I'd rather fail if lobotomy is the Grail Chancing sitting in a cell For a chance to escape hell on earth since birth I always knew the deal What's really real I'd rather be a Felli fell or a Marly Marl Than a picking cotton out the bottle slave to the alcohol f** em all Ima ball if its the last thing I do When I retire be inspired when I score 62 I'm out here lying but I'm crying cause' my courage coming through Cause if I take the yellow brick road it might be you that I'm serving to x2 So wake me up before my youth is gone x2 Lord free my soul Hook Did you change your mind Started feeling divine Reading the signs Leading the blind