Rowlene - Phases lyrics

[Hook/Chorus] Why contain, what they say I am crazy I am blazing Through these phases [Verse 1 – Nasty C] I am selfless to lose But I couldn’t stand losing you You caught me at a time when I was battered and bruised Had my sparks stolen Had my heart broken then you were the only one with the tools It was hard holding up, my eyes slowing up, my head sinking right in the booth All my broads wrote out for me All my closest friends turning hit me with the deuce Biggest reality checking, a long loss of destiny calls I never thought that I’d lose all the ones that I love Just to say that I made it this far I never thought that I’d k** the whole game in the minute A round of applause hats off You’ll never say I’m a fluke or a one hit wonder or another one that slacked off I was all about you Like I had nothing to do Feelings called out in the air I had something to prove So into you I was screwed Can’t even focus on anything I’m skipping school Hustling money for juice To pick you up from your place in the club I was cool My exes call me a fool But I never game em half a f**k let alone two [Hook/Chorus] Why contain me They say, I am crazy I am blazing Through this phases [Verse 2 – Nasty C] I was all about us Love and compa**ion and trust Finally got to cop the one that was always my crush You was my Angel as dusk You were everyday day drug my escape from the club You were my homie my bruh You were my number one plug and we didn’t give no f***s You had a young n***ar sprung You made a younging go dumb We caress and we brushed Then we talk reckless and fuss Then everything just got tough And we couldn’t adjust Friends got between us and just wouldn’t leave us and ma wrote to Jesus I hated their guts He was just testin’ our trust But f**k I hated that s**t I was all about you Like I had nothing to do Feelings called out in the air I had something to prove So into you I was screwed Can’t even focus on anything I’m skipping school Hustling money for juice To pick you up from your place in the club I was cool My exes call me a fool But I never game em half a f**k let alone two [Hook/Chorus] Why contain me They say, I am crazy I am blazing Through this phases [Verse 3 – Rowlene] Okay (?) Alright (?) Okay (?) Alright (?) Are we just gonna stay like this forever Floating I’m serious My heart is curious Cause I’m confused when we’re together Feels like I am chocking with all these emotions You maybe the one for me I think it’s pretty plain to see When he said more money more f*****g blessings She said more money more reckless friends an’ She said more money more s** and extra extra cold and extra braces diamond necklaces And I know I love you but pappa said don’t let your crush crush you “And I know you love me but I will never let my crush crush me” And that’s why I contain me They say I am crazy I am blazing through All this phases I contain me They say I am crazy I am blazing through All this phases I contain me I am crazy I am blazing Through this phases I contain me I am crazy I am blazing through All this phases