Rotting Out - Goddamn lyrics

It's a cause that makes me suicidal It's all the same to me just comic books and bibles The righteous man wasn't right he was just a man I gripped onto faith but it shattered in my hand Goddamn the hand that holds back the man So I razor blade the truth to gut out the facts I didn't find proof so I sat back and laughed All the will that I wasted and the hope that it took They still talk about god like they read it in a book Goddamn the hand that holds back the man Dear god, don't walk away we need to talk about this and all the Unheard prayers and the childhood I missed I wonder why you won't answer me Then I realize you don't exist