Rosebuds - Without a Focus lyrics

And everyone considers it a gift I wanna try, there's no way it fits I don't know how I am supposed to feel I don't know how I am supposed to feel So, we start over every night The numbness or whatever diffused light I don't know how I am supposed to feel I don't know how I am supposed to feel without a focus I'm trying, trying every day But I don't know if perspective ceases to exist And you look over at me every day And I look over at you every day I don't know how long I'm supposed to wait I don't know how long I'm supposed to wait Though you're here, I'm still alone inside I've got no feeling you're nothing but right It's humbling when I'm here, I cannot lie I'm humbled here, I mean I'm humbled inside Without a single image as the focus I don't know if perspective ceases to exist I see you try to find a simple place The little room to get away But it's too cold and draft your way back there It's too cold and draft your way back there And I play records people do away To find the meaning or the words to say I don't know how I ever ignored this I don't know how I ever ignored this without a focus I'm trying, trying every day But I don't know if perspective ceases to exist Without a focus, I'm trying, trying every day But I don't know if perspective ceases to exist Sometimes, we drive just to sit and think For hours and hours and hours and hours I don't know how I am supposed to feel You don't know how you are supposed to feel We overlooked it everyday A thing of beauty if just went away I don't know how it ever came to this I don't know how it ever came to this