Rorschach Test - Hold lyrics

I wonder where you are this morning I wonder what you're doing Besides in thoughts and broken dreams My bankrupt heart's construing Holding you was never quite as nice As is the memory I wish that I could see back then What now my eyes are forced to see If I could go back in time I know what I would do I'd drop my mask and all my lies With all my might to hold on tight to you To you I would hold on To you Drowning in my useless sorrow Thinking of what could have been Tortured by these feverish thoughts Of never and again I'd die to stare into your eyes And scream that I'm in love But I'm not so sure that love is in me Or anything that's worth your thinking of But I would hold on I would hold on To you To you But there's just one thing that's puzzling me I wonder where you are this morning I wonder what you're doing