Ronald Carlton Ba** - Pictures of Myself lyrics

(Intro) (Verse 1) Todays just, not my day Feeling lonely, & ashamed All my skies, are filled with grey Now Tell me what, you want I need to hear, you say It I think, Its time, for change Well Gotta keep, my head high No matter, the strain Stay strong, no matter, the pain But these pictures, on the wall Keep reminding me, of myself I guess I'm, burning em all Whoa... My life consists of drinking, & partying High energy shows, for a mid level, audience People talking smack, Like I knew him, when he started And his music ain't sh**, seen the closets, I recorded In Nah You ain't never ever know me & most people don't, made It on my own solely Except for the real friends, I kept close by Now they all apart of the crew We reaping the H.I But these visions of a wall, still here Like an image in my mind, not erased, just smeared I can see all of my faults, I can see all of my fears I can feel all of the hatred, for haters Over years, I've been doing this Years I've been, writing raps Years had to, cypher tracks So cheers, If you real, If you not, please don't holla back Cause I don't need fake n***as, in my circle All I need is my lord Jesus, & that purple So when I'm under a bridge, and I feel like I can't move Take a look at my life, and all the things, I want to do Yeah I know, I'm going places, yeah I'm, going places Taking flight Another new place, another new stage, couple thousand faces Feeling right Asking where, I go, when I disappear, & the lights turn off Asking where, I go, when I reappear, some place they thought was a joke Let somebody know (Chorus) I don't ever want to feel, like I did that day Chilling in the place I love, the 50th state Tired of being insecure, from all the pictures, of myself It's time to move on (Verse 2) So I'm living now, In a better way Eating healthy, & working out Yo thats everyday Although these voices in my head, they keep on saying things I learned to turn, these b**hes down It don't matter, f** they laughter, I'm underground Wowing people with sounds, crowds, screaming loud They know I got It And now that they want It I'ma charge, each and everyone of you, mother f**ers For the fact, that back in the day, most of you didn't love him But It's cool, I don't hold no grudges I'm stunting Remember when I was nothing, I earned respect, like Mc Lovin No fronting Had a pessimistic, view of the world Till I switched, for the sake of beautiful girls, In my life And I wanna keep em there, buy some square feet Mileage for my driving, round the island With my n***as, while we smiling Steady, drifting, styling In the clubs, we whiling out Piling up, pouring shots f** a lifestyle, get your feelings up Sick of feeling down, get your hands up Pull your pants up Anything to get your mind off of the, stress of the day If only the lord can judge us, why you keep questioning me It's High life, Its my life It's my life, reppin the H.I life It's mine And I'm a live It, doing it for myself And doing it for my city Nothing that you can say, will make me break my commitments I'll paint a picture, for myself... Yeah I'll paint a picture, of myself... (Outro)