you reached out, you got burned, made tough by the lessons you learned you never thought they could be so mean, be so hard and cause you so much pain like a fool you tried again, you really wanted to be their friend but looking back you see they just wasted your time (X3) self loathing, the anger inside, you covered it up with pride, you always found a way to blame it on yourself, on yourself, blame it on yourself looking back you get yourself together... looking back you get to go on... looking back you see that you get to change your mind about yourself and you get to go on... so mad, so mean, the pain remained unseen all that time pent up wanting to explode (X3) what they did, the things the said, you wished that you were dead anything not to have to deal with them (X3) they made you hate, you couldn't wait to go out and do something great turn around and throw it right back in their face (X4) looking back you get yourself together looking back you see all the hatred inside now you see that you get to change your mind about yourself and you get to go on, so go on..! looking back you see you just wasted your time buying into the talk and the lies looking back you see all you've got is yourself you can tell by the look in their eyes alien man, I'm an alien man, I'm an alien man, I'm an alien man... yeah! now you see how you are, the wisdom mixed it with all the scars go on out and watch all the fools pa**es souls on by they never knew, they never do, it was always up to you you gotta go out and get it for yourself (x3) you never were one of them, they could have never been your friends the best revenge is to always survive yourself (X bunch of times)