Roine Stolt - The Unwanted lyrics

Now the shepherd brings in all the sheep I'm the blackest one, will he look at me All I'm asking for & all I pray Is that the unwanted one gets a brand new day I've been hurting, never shown those tears Tryin' to keep up, reeling down the years Guess I signed up for some pointless game What a wasted card, who to blame? I've been foolin' everyone around Soon regarded as the talk of the town I've been gambling hard and I lost Oh, all the bridges that I've burnt to dust I've been f**ed up, lost my self-esteem I've been toasted in the mean machine All this sadness hurts, and all this shame Always hiding under different names I've been thinking about what was denied About that spear of Cain piercing thru my side Life's been short on love, Life's been mean There's no way to hide all the dirt I've seen I've been searching for my sacred place Not yet found it, now it's getting late All this falling down, no control God if you exist, have mercy on my soul!!!