Rodney Crowell - Nothing lyrics

I know I complain Man, it drives me insane When I can't make a change That I want to see Well it's all in my head But I can't find the thread So I stumble instead Standing up for me(?) I don't feel nothing anymore I can't get myself up off the floor I don't feel nothing baby There was a time When the world was all mine And the night was a light that was guiding me There was a day when I knew what to say What I want What I need What's inside of me I don't feel nothing anymore Can't pick myself up off the floor I don't feel nothing anymore I know there must be something else Won't someone show it to me please And if I thought that it might help I would get down on my knees Night after night Man, I know it's not right It's a fuss and a fight ? Tears come and go We got nothing to show But this hole in my soul That is k**ing me I don't feel nothing anymore I can't get myself up off the floor I don't feel nothing anymore