Rod Wave - Nirvana lyrics

[Intro] Pipe that sh*t up, TnT Mm-mm, mm, uh [Verse] If you're hearin' this, it's too late (Late) I've been writin' this since Tuesday, today Friday That mean tomorrow's doomsday (Yeah, yeah) Tried to fight the pain, but it ate me alive Sad to say I lost the battle against my mind (Mm-mm) You should be happy for me, homie, no more sufferin' (Sufferin') We all got a day, I guess we'll see each other then (See each other) I hope that Heaven's real and one day we can reunite (Yeah, yeah) And don't bе cryin' for me, I lived a wonderful lifе I went on tour and seen the world and met all of my fans (My fans) I can't lie, I wish I could do that sh*t again (sh*t again) Made plenty money, wrote my will, my kids is good Hopefully they don't grow up so misunderstood (Misunderstood) I moved my momma out the hood and bought her a home Even though me and her husband never got along (Yeah, yeah, yeah) Bought all my ni**as brand new cars and watched them flex Wanted ni**as to know I loved them before I left (Yeah) I bought a brand new house in Houston, left it to my pops (Yeah) Take the fam with ya ni**a, we all we got (All we got) In they face the whole time, beggin' for help For years, ready to die but scared of death (Yeah, oh) I tried to pop a couple pills, they just made me sleep (Yeah, yeah) I left the house without my gun, ni**as fakin' they beef I poured a half a pint of wock in a two liter soda Stuck as fu*k, couldn't move, I thought it was over (Over) False alarm, ni**a I told the world how I was feelin', my worst decision (My worst) Since this fame and all these millions, they treat me different (Different) Tired of fake smiles and broken hearts, it's fu*k the world fu*k the money and the cars, the jewelry and the girls (Yeah, yeah) They all treat me like I'm him, I feel so alone (Yeah, yeah) Like I'm just a walkin' come up without a soul (Yeah, yeah) I hope, this ain't how they remember me Thought accomplishin' my dreams would end my misery (Misery) I've been this way for awhile, lost as a child (Yeah, yeah, yeah) Momma always tellin' me smile, she's so in denial Still wishin' I had some help (Help) What the fu*k? Make a ni**a run off and blast himself [Outro] Mm-yeah