Rocki Evans - Only Friend lyrics

[Verse 1: James Watts] If you ain't live it you couldn't feel it, so never judge me A sunny disposition even when the weather's ugly My black cloud needs to find a new place to get comfy Make a new home for itself, cuz it can't be above me Childhood is gone, golden years are getting nearer That made me get more honest with that man that's in the mirror In all truthfulness, I'm sad, I'm feeling bad My ambitions ain't reflecting my life, it's getting weirder To say I wanna be a star, I ain't chasing fame I'm tryna duck the limelight nowadays, to make my name I let my art speak, in hope that that'll make a change Not just for the listeners, I'm trying make a better James Better aims, brighter sun, don't harp on, whatever's done Friend, foe, either or, I wish the best for everyone From the failure I might face I'll forever run Fight hard today, as if tomorrow will never come... [Hook: James Watts & Rocki Evans] It's like I am going crazy, and I don't know who I am I been reaching out for someone, thinking they might understand But that man up in the mirror, always reaches out his hand With that smile on his face, I know, he's my only friend.. [Verse 2: James Watts] My greatest enemy is my inner me, I'm warring I lived the brightest nights, and woke to the darkest mornings A twenty-something feeling like done lived twice my age Nice with the pen, so it's logical to put life to page Without a front of house unit, I'ma light the stage Just me, being alive, could mean a brighter day This for the laid off, with no funds coming in Graduates with resumes, by the phone wondering The man with the floor that the bank pulled from under him Roof done caved in, along with his savings The bills is unpaid, and they shutting off the lights again To find paradise, we need something to fight against This for the struggling, single parent mothers and The fulltime employee-slash-grad student, juggling Everyday suffering 9-5 hustling Holding on firm to their dreams, though it seems like... [Hook: James Watts & Rocki Evans] It's like I am going crazy, and I don't know who I am I been reaching out for someone, thinking they might understand But that man up in the mirror, always reaches out his hand With that smile on his face, I know, he's my only friend.. [Verse 3: James Watts] I seen the low life like Lauren, and highlights from the high life We rise and we set, like both sides of the twilight And my life is just like yours, a little bit of both I wrote the aforementioned lines to give a little hope Plus threw in a little "dope", I'm high off that My words, they come with wings, you could fly off that I feel like been chosen - in that, I'm just supposing But I can't explain any other reason for these flows, and Composing, the music you live by is my current aim I did a rain dance and I came out with a hurricane While trying to explain all of these feelings I felt I tried to hold em' like the bad hands, they deal, and I dealt My pride, denies itself, even needing the help He never lightens up, he tightens up, and squeeze in his belt They said he lived without faith, given knees that ain't knelt I don't ask if you believe, I just believe in myself... [Hook: James Watts & Rocki Evans] It's like I am going crazy, and I don't know who I am I been reaching out for someone, thinking they might understand But that man up in the mirror, always reaches out his hand With that smile on his face, I know, he's my only friend..