Chorus ($UPREME) Homie, don't ever think that Life all good You got it misunderstood, boy, it'll f** over you any minute Homie, I swear I wish I would, wish I could, think this sh** was all good But it did f** over me and my n***as, I done been through some sh** My mind just won't let go If you know how then let me know Because I swear I feel my soul dying slow I done been through some sh** My mind just won't let go If you know how then let me know Because I swear I feel my soul dying slow [Verse 1 -$UPREME] Tryna' stay focused in the world full of the hopeless That's probably why I smoke all my blunts down to the roaches While I'm walking, just strolling, I just hope 5-0 don't notice Cause I might buss back man, no joking Leaving one of they a** looking stunned sh**, only reason I shoot back cause they 'gon buss when I run So if I can't get away I might just have to get 'er done As I pay the cost, just for my mind being off Cause even a boss can go through having homicidal thoughts My n***a, 'Preme crazier than a b**h, I figure When he pissed he straight gorilla He love to see bullets popped off his enemies like stickers Probably leave a n***a with a few blisters It's gonna' be plenty tears, get tissues Got damn! I got some issues And I might need help Not for my self, n***a just for my health Kicking sh** so official just like the refs When life don't go right then my n***a go left Whipping up on some dope sh** man Just like the chefs Considering the fact that my n***as Top Chef And we 'gon k** sh** 'til there ain't nothing left n***a, and I put that all on my self Got it on lock, Phirst Cla** 'til the d**h (Chorus) Homie, don't ever think that Life all good You got it misunderstood, boy, it'll f** over you any minute Homie, I swear I wish I would, wish I could, think this sh** was all good But it did f** over me and my n***as, I done been through some sh** My mind just won't let go If you know how then let me know Because I swear I feel my soul dying slow I done been through some sh** My mind just won't let go If you know how then let me know Because I swear I feel my soul dying slow [Verse 2 -Ahjee Parker] I remember thinking my life was so amazing Until I started seeing things when demons started chasing I started bleeding then, began to die with a patience I'm screaming now, my mind crazed, I cry as I'm waiting My grievance found, my Soul then signed into a nation Where I love the darkness because the sunny days are always trapped by hatred Bullets clapped, I then make it past the days end When the night clasp, I'm facing these vast occasions Where the vacillation stipulated I asked God if I'd make it into Heaven's Gates The Lord prevaricated He told me I 'gotta wait That's when my night then faded My mind disseminated as my body started breaking It's vital What I'm 'gon do if I can't make it past Survival I used to keep my faith in God just as soon as I know I 'wanna end my Life when my thoughts be suicidal But who am I, it's do or die, Phirstcla** the new survivors Observe these lyrical rifles, with these godly flows I swore I was one of Jesus disciples