{verse 1} I'mma mad villain think i’m destined for DOOM Trap some old love in an emerald tomb Five page ode spin words just like a loom I gotta shut the hell up i gotta get out my room Trapping myself inna led prison Rgb gloom overwhelming my vision fu*k melancholy i got dwelling ambition Split the atom mental nuclear fission Gamma green my depression is hulking, when talking desire all fear interrupts me Aye amour need some more perseverance is cunning Deserve all to come yea but dont dеserve loving {bridge} Yeah but don’t dеserve nothing You gon catch me up running {verse 2} Yeah i’m livin but it’s only in ambivalence So fu*k you ho cause b*tch i’m sick of it That’s a dividend pain under penmanship But the hand don’t like writing all retention is Gone is my effort cause i’m tired and sick Gotta stop hating eat my whole fu*kin dick “try to love yourself” what i say to my friend Try my own words, egoism condemned {outro}