Robin Pecknold - I Should See Memphis lyrics

In the station Felt like perdition [?] I'll leave unmentioned Pacing the basement like Ca**ius in Rome Or in Kinshasa Just let me [?] Like [?] I can't [?] I've got my teeth in it I won't let go But I gave you no option She had no choosing And if I couldn't stop them now Do I just hate losing? I miss the [?] I should see Memphis