Robin Pecknold - Olivia, In a Separate Bed lyrics

So this is how it ends In separate beds A wall between us And this is how it dies Separate our lives And hope it heals us I chose the love of strangers I chose the fickle crowd And the woman I wagered Won't look at me right now Not now I know I've been like a house cat Give me this, give me that And I know I'll be okay But beg for my attention Or work from my affection I just stare and walk away How can I show you I'd do all I could do To show you I adore you? Olivia And the days go by In a supplicated style Hand me the anodynes Oh, Olivia I still love you And I know I will 'til I die And this feels like Common madness Why this wasted life? Come to me The photographer is lucky Does he even know my name? Does he know I'd give it all up If I only could be here? But I used all my chances And a few after that Now I'm floating in the ashes Olivia And the days go by In a supplicated style Hand me the anodynes Oh, Olivia I still love you And I know I will 'til I die And this feels like Common madness Why this wasted life? Come to me