Rob Fury - Love Is lyrics

[Verse 1] Every now and then, you pop up in my head Even though it's been years since we shared the same bed Yeah It ended bad too, not amicable I was damaged, walked around with baggage too But imagine you, and how you grieved with it How can I get mad at you, I was a piece of sh** Girl, I'm pretty sure this wasn't part of the plan We both rushed in early, I was far from a man Yeah, I was immature, insecure With all sorts of habits that I'm sure just pissed you off But you acted up, you wasn't innocent either And neither of us knew how to deal with a breather Yeah we'd go for days where we stayed upset Fightin and fussing, then have make up s** We thought knocking you up would make it better But thank god it ain't happen, since we ain't stay together Truth told, you was bad for me I was bad for you Not compatible, no need to stay mad at you Even though you pissed it all away just to be with him You're young and naive, I never got what you'd see in him sh** happens for a reason, we went through a course Of course it was coarse, A horse dead in divorce But I'm a much better man now, so kick this from my chest Sorry for the past and Im wishing you the best [Verse 2] Change your name to Karma from Grace All I could say Me getting with you was my biggest mistake Cause why else would you damage a man so pa**ionate Who cared and bared all and you was just savage Yeah you heard right, it's not a typo b**h I should've bounced when you started all that psycho sh** Instead I stayed around you like a f**tard And got dragged in your world which was a junkyard Dumb broad, where should I start, my thoughts all buzzing Should I start where we together, but you got a husband? Now I'm sitting in my piss and my pride Cause I thought we was real, I'm just ur dick on the side So now we don't talk, and I mind my business But my phone keeps ringing with the number restricted Every single time, you'd call like that When you saw me move on b**h, you'd crawl right back I had you cut off, other side of the fence Then the hospital calls with your suicide attempt Thinking to myself, where's your man, beyond that Why the f** you got me as your emergency contact? Came to get you, and took a look around me You was on suicide watch inside of Cook County That pa**ed, then I cut you off again And that's when the stalking begin Now we're talking again, cause somehow your husband got a felony Pedophile pedigree, s** offender registry So now y'all done and we tried to be formal But we didn't talk much, it was more like a p**no Biting on your neck, unhooking your bra Doggystyle, Jackhammer, f**ing you raw As a joke I'd say psycho box is the best So I would rock with the stress But now I gotta digress We both agreed to try again as a couple Even though my gut said it'll end in some trouble So I took a chance hoping I wasn't wrong to be with you We was cool together, you was something kinda beautiful Beauty school, model shoots, all your pursuits Everything you wanted to do, I stood there b**h I had your back when nobody cared And you staring at me like I wasn't fair Cause I had concerns of dudes who was calling you My trust was partial, I never trusted all of you How was I supposed to, though I wasn't judging you I couldn't forget all that f** sh** you put me through Kept my guard up without knowing what it's coming to Turns out, I'm just your pencil, number 2 And my stupid a** still thinking it's fine My stupid a** not seeing the signs My stupid a** must've not paid attention Snoop said don't trust a b**h, my stupid a** ain't listen Hmm, But my gut told me, check her phone, G Then I find out the hard way about Tony Yeah, I'm trying to fathom this in my brain/ Read those messages, your phone's in my name I'm staring at you, my eyes's filled with hatred I wanted to choke you, thank god for my patience Cause I would've k**ed you, then I would be done But I ain't ever met no b**h worth my freedom You broke up with me to get out of this position But the reason that you gave me was because of religion Because I'm a m**m, and you a Christian Why the f** you put him thru the spin cycle and rinse him Why'd you keep coming back, coming back after me Nickname you warpath, I was just a casualty And that's the part I really don't get Cause I was doing good, I was on my own sh** Fast forward some and I'll tell you where my brains at Driving past the house you was raped at Inside of my head, part of me really has to hate him But minority report, part of me wants to thank him Only god knows why the trouble was with you For all the bad sh** I did, maybe my punishment was you [Verse 3] Girl, when we met, we wasn't searching or stressing You meeting me was unexpected When I met you, I thought baby girl was cool And her body's aggressive, so I became expressive The more I got to know you, the less I was tired I never seen a date that we would expire You made me feel good and I was happy again Crazy a** coincidence, our families were friends I enjoyed all our days spent, crazed amazement And you topped it with the best p**y I ever tasted It felt like I knew you for ages, amazed with the stages In a book that we wrote every page with Courageous I was, when I told you my ugly I opened up to you, never thought you would judge me It came as a shock, you won't stop hun Judging me for my past as if you don't got one Now you don't believe me, when I talk, you doubt me But I didn't do that, them were rumors about me Inside my head, I'm thinking about ending it Cause to you I'm guilty, even if I prove innocent To me it's just a thought, something I never spoke on You became vocal, you ain't wanna hold on Searching for an exit cause you became annoyed with it I'm baffled, I opened up to you to avoid this sh** So, what do we do now I got nothing to hide, I'm see thru now You know me better, more than anybody wanna say Nothing else girl, the only secrets is your lingerie Asked what you want to do, you chose to stay here But had doubts inside your mind, that you ain't share I'm so in love, having the time of my life Naturally, I wanna make you my wife You agreed too, got me thinking I'm invincible But your doubts creeping, must've made you feel miserable You did a great job hiding it cause you ain't show me To this day you deny it, but you had cold feet That's how it went down, it's weird how it sounds Cause when the day came around, you was nowhere to be found Say I messed it up, but you let it falter From a cultural standpoint, you left my a** at the altar You say I burned you and that's what it amounted to It's the other way around, but you won't hold yourself accountable Now we broke up and I was back on my own then You reached out to me, and we caught up like old friends It felt good hearing your voice, so I just listened Somehow we end up back again kissing Now we back again, you got my heart in a vice But insanity's trying to do the same thing twice With a different outcome, but one thing new Was your attitude, no gratitude, you're acting combative too Doing everything you know I had scars from My past, when you said, you wouldn't act like that You're doing the same thing, and it wasn't helping, sh** How I'm supposed to trust you, you won't even tell me sh** You so jealous, you turned everything messy Getting mad if my sister or niece text me Acting out of hand, I did what I never thought I'd do It was pretty stupid, I wasn't as smart as you I know what I did was wrong, you felt burnt again Going thru my phone, you saw I changed her to him Thought I was trying to cheat, you don't wanna share the dick No infidelity, she was just my therapist I needed an outlet, confused cause you ain't offer it Everytime I opened up to you, we had an argument Getting mad at random, that's when you would start again That's why I lied, cause I hate arguing You miss the whole picture, only picking what you choose to see sh** I wish I cheated, you won't stop accusing me And now you hold that one fib to me and twist it So in your head, I'm a monster that never existed Even if I f**ed up, I'll tell you what's the difference My hearts all yours, I'll spend forever to fix it Girl, you wanted drama so I brought it Now you can't handle it, whatchu' wanna call it You called it excitement but now u can't stand it I tried showing you the world, you won't see past Hamtramck But if you think how I feel about you isn't factual Then why am I like a puppy that keeps crawling back to you Cause when I'm beside you is how I feel natural Damn near obsessed and you dismiss the sh** as casual I'm moving correct, doing it next Now you bored, you get upset, cause I talk to you with respect So... in that case b**h Welcome to the rat race b**h I'm what you can't face b**h Have a ton of sad days b**h Let karma come and get you like how does that taste b**h Baby just know part of me died by saying that So I'm not the same person, but I wanna take it back You call me a liar, like I ain't heard worse words Like I ain't hear you talk about my mother using curse words Back to time spent trying to patch up the mess But ain't see the foundation with cracks in cement A whole year pa**ed, off and on and what's that I gave you all my pa**words, trying to get your trust back I admit all my wrongs, but what about faults in you I just shut the car door, you said I a**aulted you I ain't do a thing, you was mad, whatchu' call the sh** I still tried to make you happy, I tried to solve the sh** Sad part is we're compatible and magical But now when I call your a**, you won't even answer boo The more that I hold on, I become a mess to you I said don't see my bad side, you took it as I threatened you So everything I do's foul, even how I breathe is wrong I can't even talk to you, so ima just speak in song