Rob "Cleva" Lightbourne - In My World lyrics

Witness what lies inside the mind behind these eyes. If you could see it like I see, what would you do? Verse: How many sins have been committed since I Exited mama's womb, Ignorant to the fact that I'm Headed for drama soon, count down started for the Day that I hit my tomb, if I would have know I would have Stayed in the doctor's room and never let the sunlight Shine to deceive my eyes cause it only rise To fall by the evening time, leaving me to find that Darkness surrounds me I never went looking for Lucifer that n---a came and found me and please believe He got more game than a pimp and a preacher The perfect deceiver that's trying to turn us all to believers So many people have told me, "boy you're in need of Jesus" But every time I ask to meet him they give me their thesis Selling salvation just to get me in another form of captivation Where in the bible are there many denominations? Plans of separation implemented by Satan Leaving this world in confusion debating anticipating the outcome... Chorus: If You could see what I could see (In my world) If I were You and You were me (In my world) Would You believe what I believe (In my world) Confusion spreads so rapidly (In my world) I know that You can see it all (from your world) But I'm only six feet tall (In my world) Wish I could end it all and leave (In my world) Don't understand why I'm still here (In my world) Verse: Some days I don't feel to be bothered with breathing Existing in the midst of phony n---as and secrets they're keeping Deep inside the heart of these n---as with more pride than they can handle Lies jealous thoughts of plotting scandal I've watched this world turn colder as I'm getting older Gotta be bolder look over my own shoulders Few n---as I can truly say are down in my squad Big El, John Cobbs, Mr. Mink, and Semaj Entourage stay small too many would sabotage Frontin' as if they're real when really they're camouflage God I've peeped this and understand why it was written That a man's heart is evil pretty much from the beginning It's a cold game cold things take place Everybody perpetrates and smiles in faces they hate And we've all been found guilty of these same mistakes But how can I escape evil traits I pray that you relate and hold the gates.... Chorus: If You could see what I could see (In my world) If I were You and You were me (In my world) Would You believe what I believe (In my world) Confusion spreads so rapidly (In my world) I know that You can see it all (from your world) But I'm only six feet tall (In my world) Wish I could end it all and leave (In my world) Don't understand why I'm still here (In my world) Verse: Forgive me I'm lost this world keeps spinning like a Frisby that's tossed while on my knees lights off when releasing these thoughts Secrets that ought not start to enter the heart Done found they're way to my mind and ain't trying to depart In the dark confessing my transgressions While awaiting direction and Your suggestion Show me a way that I can exit depression And at the same time the devil's possession cause I ain't trying to hit Rock bottom on hell's floor He asked me for my soul I replied hell no Demons fiending to inhabit the anatomy heard the words spoken and Naturally now they're mad at me, this is insanity I'm arguing with invisible foes Taking hits but I'm unable to exchange any blows can't take this sh** no more Give me strength that I need to proceed or let me Rest in peace cause I'm ready to leave if You could see it.... Chorus: If You could see what I could see (In my world) If I were You and You were me (In my world) Would You believe what I believe (In my world) Confusion spreads so rapidly (In my world) I know that You can see it all (from your world) But I'm only six feet tall (In my world) Wish I could end it all and leave (In my world) Don't understand why I'm still here (In my world) (x2)