[Verse 1] Why every sad song have the word lost in it This ones a tad bit different, just a smidget I still lost my little homie to life Never told you that I loved you right before you took flight Pause, naw f** that, resume I don't wanna believe the heavens got a grip on you dude It's just way too soon You called me yesterday and asked me to skate Four days later, seen your board at your wake Next to your face, you didn't look real to be honest And I tried not to cry, when I said Calvin we got em We got it, n***a. I put that on my own damn life I swear to God its do or die, and I just can't think twice This d**h sh** is spooky Lost my nana last year. Sad part about it, I barely got to see her And when I had the chance, I missed it Couldn't kiss you on the cheek before you up and ditched us That was selfish, shouldn't word it like that You and Avi taught me time we just can't get back But your suffering is over, Gohan's with Chi-Chi And I'ma make you proud upon the next time you see me That's real talk, I don't even wanna rap anymore Rest in power little bro, Chicken bone now its son Trapping ain't dead, it's still alive in my soul Ten-thirty two