RKCB - Disorder lyrics

[Verse 1] Even though beneath it all, I know I'm going to end up somewhere fine I still find a reason that cuts deep enough to blur what's on my mind I can't take the pressure off myself, it's getting hard to ask for help, but I need it And I'm throwing [?] into the world and pushing for a sign that I'm breathing [Chorus] Disorder, disorder What should I do? Disorder, disorder I know that I, I know that I lose my temper Find my centers in disorder, disorder I know that I, I know that I [Verse 2] Take another step, I'm feeling dried in this cement, can you pull me out? Wasted all my sweat to keep some kind of sentiment, but I can't stop now, no And sometimes it's easier to make the same mistakes than try to break through the ceiling And just because I turn away, it doesn't mean I've lost the place to believe in, to believe in [Chorus] Disorder, disorder What should I do? Disorder, disorder I know that I, I know that I lose my temper Find my centers in disorder, disorder I know that I, I know that I lose my temper Find my centers, to my center I know that I, I know that I lose my temper Find my centers, to my center I know that I, I know that I [Bridge] Could you give me some time, that's all I'm asking I push it down so I won't let it pa** me Could you give me some time, that's all I'm asking [Chorus] Disorder, disorder What should I do? Disorder, disorder I know that I, I know that I lose my temper Find my centers in disorder, disorder I know that I, I know that I