Riverside - Driven To Destruction lyrics

I don't know where to begin, feel a cleaving in my mind I can't get my act together, buzz in my head is too loud I know something's wrong with me, it's starting to burn out my soul But I feel so weird in here when you just sit, listen and nod (All my life) I've been trying to deny and deceive myself - x2 (All my life, all my life) Sense of insecurity Restlessness, the turning out Hatred for my inner chaos And the color of your couch I've just had this trouble all my life Of getting out what is inside Now I run But cannot hide No matter how much I do for them No matter how much I do for myself No matter which way I look at it Fulfillment pa**es me by! Distracted inner self On the brink of chaos lost its way Impatient inner self On the brink of chaos lost its way Distracted inner self On the brink of chaos lost its way Impatient inner self On the brink of lost its way! Distracted inner self I'm tuning out Impatient inner self I'm spacing out Distracted inner self On the brink of chaos lost its way