Rites Of Spring - Nudes lyrics

I want to talk, like I'm talking to myself I want to reach, yeah I could be someone else And when a touch, When a touch becomes to much You know, I could be someone else And I - yeah I know enough not to hope to know But it's so hard, 'cause the night can fill my eyes And you give me some distance, I can get so hard to find And when a word, when a word cuts in too close I can always get so hard to find And I - I know enough Not to hope to know It was so clear, to have not been clear at all I got so far to have come against a wall The first, the final, no middle Well it seems so real to me, To each is own illusions If I could only believe