Rise Over Run - Self Disgust lyrics

Dwelling on that time in my life I was overwhelmed with a stale satisfaction k**ing the bond between those I cared for My actions were stained With selfishness and unwanted pain I've done wrong How could I have played the part of the villian? Even the thought of it destroys my heard I regret. I f**ing regret Every time I became a stranger in your mind But I've changed today I'm not the same Can this be washed away? I've done wrong Memories of constant betrayal are stained Like blood on my hands Cleansing these thoughts are all that I with for But I know I can't undo the past I am imprisoned Guilt is all I feel. Unable to shed this skin to purify Forever to feel this burden Of self made failure and misery