Beneath a veil of false smiles and laughter The pain creeps in So I put on a mask to conceal the magnitude of losing you But in every spare moment My thoughts return to you So I have no choice but to… Embrace the mayhem Vanquish the darkness Your only enemy is your own mind I can no longer hear your footsteps So I must wander this path alone Still I cling to your cold remains As the greatest part of me is slipping away In every spare moment my thoughts return to you ‘cos in my mind you are still alive Let me keep my sweet delusions I've saved you so many times before But this time it's different Can't rescue you from the rain that pa**es through the soil And as it breaks down your body Soon you'll be nothing more Than brittle bones beneath the ground In every spare moment my thoughts return to you