I got a deal but I’m stressin’ 5/21, lost my best friend Lost myself in the zone Now a part of me is gone I can’t stand to be home Ain’t seen your face the night before Does Heaven have a phone I could call? No Still got your number in my call log Still got your number in my call log Was only a youngin’ with a heart so big So much s**t, don’t want me .. the price is to live Now I’m sittin’ here with a heart so cold That’s why you hear my pain in every note Black men workin’ hard to provide Life good ’cause of jealousy and pride When I see you, when I see you And they ask, “Rileyy, why you get high?” (Get high) To see his face blowin’ clouds in the sky When I see you, when I see you, ooh, ooh Again, ever since you made this transition (Transition) Let me tell you ’bout some things you’ve been missin’ (In action) Know you leavin’ wasn’t part of the plans You’re a grandpa now with three beautiful grands, yeah Your baby boy turnin’ into a man, yeah (Into a man, yeah) I’ma teach him everything that I can, I swear mommy misses you like crazy Like the Martin to her Gina in the eighties/80’s Was only a youngin’ with a heart so big (So big) So much s**t, don’t want me .. the price is to live (Prrice is to live, yeah) Now I’m sittin’ here with a heart so cold That’s why you hear my pain in every note Black men workin’ hard to provide Life good ’cause of jealousy and pride When I see you, when I see you And they ask, “Rileyy, why you get high?” (Get high) To see his face blowin’ clouds in the sky When I see you, when I see you