Rilaphy - Dear me lyrics

Know what I got to do Know what I got to do But I’m on my sh*t Smoke from the chimneys bringing back Why did the story end I've been looking back, seeing myself Playing with my soldiers then Movies in my head but no idea where I'm destined at Should’ve had some keys to bring it out, here's where the answer’s at Easy kid to raise, which is in his world Learning through ideas on the net you know that boy's not a fool Growing I know how did my parents do Growing some respect for them I now know how hard adulthood is Making a fist to break through loneliness Doing my best to not be disciplined Punishing myself - counter intuitive People telling me you don’t need motivation Find something you like and then roll with it Listen dear, I love you Baby gotta pull through Even though it hurts you fu*king worth it Know someone who can push you When it’s getting hard to Something that will lift you Gotta trust it It’s hard to keep up with myself I’m so mixed in the head going two ways at it En garde on god, what is left I can fix it instead, but I know I got myself doubting Caught in the mix between earth In the dirt, ravenous Full of lust, filled with dust, I was Sent to the sky, what I wished Can be mine but I got to let go of the thing Holding me back down But that summer let me go off with my baby so gorgeous Something in the air singing beautiful choruses I can’t see myself dreaming ‘bout what came before us Half-filled tank but I’m coming back still the same Half-way there but I wanna quit everyday Guess you’ll have throw me out, choosing to be ignorant Choosing to be high all mighty, danger isn’t imminent Imma be indifferent Listen dear, I love you Baby gotta pull through Even though it hurts you fu*king worth it Know someone who can push you When it’s getting hard to Something that will lift you Gotta trust it Listen dear, I love you Baby gotta pull through Even though it hurts you fu*king worth it Know someone who can push you When it’s getting hard to Something that will lift you Gotta trust it Trying to escape again Enough contemplation A week a two just gone some way F*ck being patient