[Verse 1] Jealousy is misery, suffering is grief Suffer through the weak but still in touch with what I see f** it up on these beats But you'd never notice I've been hiding what I'm holding to the potent that is tree Me, myself and I Might not meet your standards, but I swear to God I try Use the Lord in vain to get my point across, why? I hate it, but I do it, like it'll be aight Got damn I need change, then I just smile Why? Cause it ain't finna change nothing I'm around Still gotta ride Still gotta be down, load up and make it happen if sh** ever gets wild Surrounded by a crowd that you wouldn't call friends But these the same n***as that help you become a man Poor child, I'm your child, I'm hoppin' out this van Police tried to get us, so we ran f** going to jail, I got bills to pay My everyday life make me feel this way But can you blame me? Hang me up and frame me Tried to keep smiling, but the smiles be shady Being fake make me angry and change my flaws Punished for the bad, rewarded for the good, man, we trained like dogs Can't see it, it ain't even No freedom when they ain't leavin' Pray for us, we all need it [Hook] Lately my praying getting stronger But honestly they ain't never been a problem I'm tryna find my connection with God That's why I've been hiding behind this marijuana Stressing, living, such a blessing if you listen They wanna judge to my connection different so I made a decision Made me feel weird cause I don't get it to the n***as and the b**hes And I just wanna say f** your opinion n***a, f** your opinion [Verse 2] I'm blinded by successful thoughts Everytime I come out, they got they tongue out Man, I swear that I'm dealing with a stressful loss We ain't hung out since he got strung out And still I stand This weed take a real big effect on how chill I am Still alive, but it k**ed my friend I'm tryna show you my hurt, I'm not tryna show you how real I am No one hear me, cause it's all talk Selfmade, I ain't never finna fall off We, actually talk, ya'll all thoughts Who would have thought That little n***a from the ballpark would make a change in the world f**ed up, but it came with a girl That helped me bring Xhai in this world Damn, I ain't comfortable in my own skin But then again, you gotta be brave in this world so my mind won I ain't lyin', I ain't rhymin' for the shine, mama Have faith, find God, don't find drama Ah, here he go again This sh** is so easy to lose your way in the city of sin Yeah, surrounded by hoes and pimps Immune to it, a two-word is no and if Jehova kid, but she gotta make a living Bad decisions, good intentions On a mission, nothing ever handed So she already made plans to ask God for forgivness Judging by the moment, but you blinded by the hidden I've been smoking like a goddamn hippie Damn, but sh** at least I'm doing my best I've been grinding since I moved to the west I've been reading more, styles from either or I am great, you can see it at my shows, you'd bee truly impressed I do me the best And n***a this is a lesson through the herb Growing up I'm learning to be impeccable with my words Stressing over nothing, but my heart keep me concerned Thanking God for every blessing that I earned Dizzy Wright, n***a [Hook] [Outro] And I ain't no muthaf**in' weed rapper, n***a Expand your mind f** your opinion