Take a breath, take it deep Calm yourself, he says to me If you play, you play for keeps Take a gun, and count to three I'm sweating now, moving slow No time to think, my turn to go [Chorus:] And you can see my heart beating You can see it through my chest And I'm terrified but I'm not leaving Know that I must pa** this test So just pull the trigger Say a prayer to yourself He says close your eyes Sometimes it helps And then I get a scary thought That he's here means he's never lost [Chorus:] And you can see my heart beating You can see it through my chest And I'm terrified but I'm not leaving Know that I must pa** this test So just pull the trigger As my life flashes before my eyes I'm wondering will I ever see another sunrise? So many won't get the chance to say goodbye But it's too late to think of the value of my life [Chorus:] And you can see my heart beating You can see it through my chest And I'm terrified but I'm not leaving Know that I must pa** this test So just pull the trigger