Rides Again - Apology lyrics

So here I am writing you this letter Looking for the words to make things better and Every time I think I've finally found them I find myself staring at a mountain Of crumpled paper with ink stained hands Broken promises and messed up plans No idea how to get this through All I know is I just gotta tell you I never meant to say what's on my mind I wish that I could some how make it right There's no excuse for everything I put you through I never meant to laugh when I saw you cry I know it's kinda late to apologize I swear it's true, I'm gonna make it up to you Sorry if you think it's kind of shallow But this guilt is getting hard to swallow I don't know what was going through my head I take the blame for every tear you shed I meant it good but it turned out bad And it cost me the best thing I ever had No idea how to get this through All I know is I just gotta tell you I never meant to say what's on my mind I wish that I could some how make it right There's no excuse for everything I put you through I never meant to laugh when I saw you cry I know it's kinda late to apologize I swear it's true, I'm gonna make it up to you Just let me try Just let me try Try to apologize I never meant to say what's on my mind I wish that I could some how make it right There's no excuse for everything I put you through I never meant to laugh when I saw you cry I know it's kinda late to apologize I swear it's true, I'm gonna make it up to you I'm gonna make it up to you I swear it's true, I'm gonna make it up to you