Ricky Hil - Tryin lyrics

[Intro] Limosa Nostra [Chorus] So I'm sorry for the things I never said I was trying to get you out my head Don’t be a burden on me I rather be lonely (Lonely) And I'm sorry that I don't feel regret I always leave you upset I wasn’t tryna get head, I was tryna get you out my fu*king head [Verse 1] If I suddenly fall Fall back in hell I land in a heavenly place Right by the blood on my face The funny thing is I don't even Feel anymore If I'm numb then I ain't gotta worry how to kill anymore I'm from where the skies are gray A b*tch (?) to me in a (?) way She let her teeth just grind away I gave her least 3 pounds a day She told me nothing matters (Nothing matters) I notice in the pattern (Notice in the pattern) I just (?) my heart burn We get to go when it's our turn [Chorus] So I'm sorry for the things I never said I was trying to get you out my head Don't be a burden on me I rather be lonely (Lonely) And I’m sorry that I don’t feel regret I always leave you upset I wasn't tryna get head, I was tryna get you out my fu*king head [Verse 2] That’s where you exist (That's where you exist) You exist in my head (That's where you exist) And I don't listen, instead I wake up alone Drown in my bed Life is unfair to you And life is unfair to me But I don’t need therapy (Therapy) Cause they don't know how to take care of me (How to take care of me) Baby, I'm coming down hold me down My girl kicked me out, she don't want me 'round Just because I'm down right now (Coming down) Think I'm a fu*king joke, I'm a clown (I'm a joke) I fell over but I'll tell you what I found A new way of looking at life when I'm down See I could fu*king die right now (Die right now) But what if I just try right now (Just try right now) [Chorus] So I'm sorry for the things I never said (Sorry for the things I never said) I was trying to get you out my head (I was trying to get you out my head) Don't be a burden on me I rather be lonely (Lonely) And I'm sorry that I don't feel regret I always leave you upset (Leave you upset) I wasn't tryna get head, I was tryna get you out my fu*king head