Ricky Conaway - Changes (Freestyle) lyrics

There's more to this than what meets the surface sh** is wavy, i write all my abc's in cursive 162 and 0, ya know the season perfect So comin at me is worthless wit only decent verses Straight from the bottom that's where my team emerges We puttin numbers on the board, like them ouija curses It's like a preachers sermon, even got the teachers learnin I burn a cd so fire it's got the cd burnin That boy from east be murderin every single beat he herd in I'm a beast in person, treat it like a feast is servin Only goal is jus bein certain to reach the furthest I truly feel like we each deserve to release the burdens Grindin lowkey, i finally hope people see me workin So by the time that i call it quits and I leave this circus I know i'll turn all the beats i purchase to reimbursements But only talkin bout keys and purses defeats the purpose.. But it's where we get our energy through I'm my own best friend and worst enemy too Really need to blow up, think it's my destiny to And we ain't lookin behind us the very second we do Steady climbing the list, with every rhyme that i spit I define every line to make this sh** fine as a b**h And I'm always on the watch, i know my time isn't rich It's either lazy or crazy you can decide what to pick Happy birthday to nick I meant to tweet but imma tryna make this perfect as sh** It's all a curse and a gift Just a year ago i was sittin and burnin a disc, wonder what purpose it gives, f** it you learn as you live 'member back in the day, when we were cruisin to trell Nowadays to tell the truth I ain't been doin too well Havin trouble decidin what I should do wit myself This real life thing has been confusin as hell, sh**.. I see a lot of these people jus wanna talk But not a lot of those people'll wanna walk They tell me stay humble, there's reason why i'm not Patiently waitin to the key inside the lock That's somethin that i feel need to open The crown is waitin way up at the top for me to hold it I wanna be the hottest, i wanna be the coldest To make my Mona Lisa imma need at least a moment.. I wanna get to the level where nobody can spot me Not cause hidin but cause I'm at the height of the top 3 One day, imma fly and get as high as the sky be And here's a big f** you if you're tryin to stop me I'll be honest my mind is focused on cash flippin So me and half my closest people have distance Today's the day that i stray away from trash spittin Cause only talkin bout mad b**hes is bad business And it's scary to think about it but les be honest If Chris ain't said to i prolly would've jus never dropped it Ain't for decicco we'd prolly never see beggin poppin No better timin, wishin that we could jus rewind it 'fore our focus was only tryin to get the profit From empty pockets to endless dollars and heavy wallets Sit in rooms full of fire all as the devil watches I'm cookin heat right in front of 'em like it's Benihanas Y'all don't want any problems, sh** is obvious They misinterpret my confidence wit some co*kiness I love and hate this im on some sammi and ronnie sh** Broken secret promises, don't even know what time it is, so why should i be positive? If this sh** ain't meant to be then why ain't i got the hint Why am i locked up in? Don't wanna quit but eventually tho i gotta live Eventually i gotta live..