Richard Buckner - Born Into Giving It Up lyrics

Born into giving it up Then closing down when it's done With hardly a moment to spend Before getting it back again The longer you leave it It's harder to see it like I was going to show It's from something before I know Whatever I said I might Oh I take it back tonight Where was the silence? It wasn't in my hands I tried just to feel it Though I knew I believed it Trust me I know where I am How many turnarounds can you stand? In the hours we hold How many times were we sold? I thought it was healing But I still wasn't dreaming