Richard Buckner - Blue And Wonder lyrics

I've been stunned And I've been turned I've been undone and burned I saw you as the answer to Years of blue and wonder Your voice shakes me through But you don't know what I might be You haven't seen the worst of me But when your eyes move up I'm silent Put your arm around me And pull your mouth up to mine And what's the word I forget sometimes It's the one that means The love has left your eyes I'm thinking now when I first knew I was lying with a stranger You were curled up with a paper In your little SOMA room The telephone was pouring blue And when I hung up with you I was sick and sad and wished I had Just a kiss to bring you over I'm wondering of you now And what happened to you I remember words That were said and sighed and written But I hear things, you know I hear the bottle broke us down But not a word from you yet There's things that Even a drunk will never forget