Look at me closely See the pain in my eyes It will be there for life Until one of us dies There's not a good reason You can give to my heart On why you don't love me Or why we are apart Everytime it gets quiet My head ends up on you And five minutes later My hearts a little more blue I am dyin inside A little each day I cant make the demons In my head go away This is torture to me The fact I don't measure up To the guy in your dreams Who drinks from your cup