Rex Pharaoh - False World lyrics

VERSE 1: Another day pa**es, still searching for a reason Looking for an excuse to call out this empty feeling Why lead a life, when living it lacks a meaning Stuck wandering around in the darkest of seasons Im doing everything to reach what i always dreamed of Days with swimming pools, mini ramps, and latinas Who know their way around an erected penis And to play a show in major city arenas It seemed seamless, but now im getting frustrated At the fact that not a single person has a f** to give Put myself out there only to be humiliated Obnoxious exterior is falsely simulated Dark nights cooped up in the stuffy apartment Hard hammering away on keyboards and guitars Sparring with myself to keep all my sh** on par I made a promise to my mother this depression is harmless CHORUS: In this false world seems that im the lead preacher As the demons laugh bleeds through the speakers Long for the days where i can see a little clearer Who is this monster staring at me in the mirror In this false world seems like i am the reckoning Motions pa** slowly, with motivations menacing This life of hell can be a little unsettling A god damn shame this is how I'm developing VERSE 2: Why do i put in all this work when no one gives a sh** Not a single person even listens to the words i spit Countless nights writing dying for that first glimpse Of recognition, but im surrounded by chimps I wanna chip them off, these f*ggots are f**ing useless Got the juices flowing, swear im gunna leave them toothless Didn't have the proper guidance to show me any prudence Don't fear me baby, I'm just a f**ing mutant Why waste all this time praying to a god When all you do is live a sh**ty life, die and rot As the days go by your name becomes forgotten Melting away like your dreams at the bottom of a coffin I made a promise to myself that i would never let that happen Life a life that extends beyond me breathing on this planet Always was a leader never robin, only batman Try to make everything picture perfect like a canon They say hard work pays off, but my check bounced The balance is a little bit off within that account Ive given everything i have, and gotten little reception All my friends blame it on my altered perception But f** them, who really needs a f**ing friend Only hit me up when its for their benefit Whatever this sh**s done, so flick the f**ing lights off The devils at my door, says its time for us to ride on CHORUS: In this false world seems that im the lead preacher As the demons laugh bleeds through the speakers Long for the days where i can see a little clearer Who is this monster staring at me in the mirror In this false world seems like i am the reckoning Motions pa** slowly, with motivations menacing This life of hell can be a little unsettling A god damn shame this is how I'm developing