Rex Conception - Lost In Miami lyrics

In the bitter dark you cried to us Saying "please, I'm in a mess..are you here, are you free? There's something that I have to tell you please meet me here at 10 don't be late" Don't be in a rush, please have some patience with me. I've made a deal, a deal of which I can't break free Give me a minute, I'll explain everything..have patience Listen, this what what they said to me "We'd love to have your offering" Immobile I stood in place "Here with us, know that you're safe" On your shoulders, I grow In your mind I will rest I guess you want to know Who'll be writing your checks Given the choice of this hole I showed my face I have no where to go Please excuse my taste Momma, I'm sorry this wasn't how this was supposed to go Given the choice of this hole I know where I will go, just show me Please rescue me Oh, no. The devil...he calmed me..in the night I made choices in my life, nothing like this though I willing to sacrifice, this selfish ego "Not just your ego, you life. Not just your life, your soul. In time you'll see this is more than what you think So much more, so much more than what you see" But you're scaring me, can you please tell me what this all means? I'm terrified, please tell me why this is happening to me He said "you are my host, my gift, my slave, my prey" He shined brighter than gold, with eyes dull as clay I accepted his offer, my fault is that of my own Maybe I'll find solace here, maybe ill be made of stone You don't know me, i don't know me at all So we went on our way, he looked at me and said "do you remember the day you came to me and said this is what you want? now you got it"