Rewind - City of Dreams lyrics

[Hook] Isnt it ironic that the city that never sleeps Is the city of dreams Isnt it ironic that the city that never sleeps Is the city of dreams [Verse] Crazy how they tryna seperate blood from blood Both parents love me but 2definitions of love One wants to see me happy while striving And the other wants me balling and lying Man i can't be my dads child, he might as well Go to the store nd cop a life style f** your self Ive Been brain-wash with your thoughts my mind is drenched This lil rugrat grew up Sometimes I wish I was Chris Sometimes I have to hiss, Sometimes i really wish I wish that s**m cell you planted inside my mom was piss So I'd never have to be here, never had to suffer It wasn't just me,u forgot to use 10more rubbers Your a business man tryna be a father Caught up witchur s** game tryna be a lover You could've settled down and only had one chick How ironic, then I wouldn't exist He acting like a dick, he really a b**h Filthy pig with a farm in DR, ain't that some sh** Film this new sepecies on animal planet Because of you, I respond the way that I do I got a short temper and I got no patience I have hurt some feelings without any explanations I Just hope its not too late Mama, I'm sorry, forgive me for my rage That disrespectful me, you'll never see again Now i know who I am from where i reside How I could be smiling but crying inside I was the product of a caring person and an a**hole Red lights in my vision but I let it go Now I know that you know That I f**ed up now clean my mess up My angers off the leash now I Fell back like a rebound Took this girl out my game, she had too many fouls Gave her time and dedication I took her everywhere Told the world about us, find out She was loving the crew, she was f**ing em too She was praying, but it wasn't Jesus she was getting on her knee fors My life is a C4, nd this sh** done blow Someone get my n***a Re a casket, how it all happened Unbelievable, How the heater go, keep pouring liquor on the floor Im dead I hope I have it easier in my next life In this city of dreams I wish I never woke up and stood asleep