Reverse Order - Maybe Memories lyrics

It's five o'clock, And I can't sleep, I try to breath I only weep, You meant more to me than this. I think of you, And what you did, The past is true nothing we can do, But forget each other. And no one knows what they've got, Until the thing that they love most is taken from them. Worried sick and I can't speak Happiness, screw it I'm too weak I'll fake a smile for you to see, But I'm not okay this shouldn't be. I see your tears cause you can't go back, You say you're sorry that's not how you act, I hold you close to ease the pain, We both feel it but it's not the same. I can't replace what we had, Your one of a kind that's why it's sad, I'd do anything to take it back, Just one more day just one good fact. Can I forgive you? Can't I just forget you? No I cant and I never will, But what you did hurts me still, And I'll try to find what we had before, But all of this I cant ignore, And it's a choice I'll make, And my mind isn't set right now. Everyday, Is such a blur, Cause all I think about is her, Why'd it have to end like this?