Rêverie - Weight lyrics

Of all the boys I've known & I've known some.... Until I first met you, I was lonesome... This is the last love song I'm gonna write for my CD Cuz all that lovey, dovey sh**, that just could never be me That's not my stilo. Before I met you I would rather sniff a kilo Than deal with b**hes & their drama but homie, we go Together like something I've never experienced & when I say your name, I know you loving hearing it Fearing it. That's why I be switching up my mind So let me tell you exactly what I'm feeling inside: I love you like I never loved somebody in my life Wanna hold you in my arms every day & every night Please believe me when I tell you that I never wanna hurt you But when we make mistakes, let's make it work fu ! Only us could write the pages & we write em really well Freestyles, boy, you giving me them free smiles Switching up my habits cuz you know I gotta have it Without you I don't even got a reason Sometimes I wanna f**en k** you Wanna f** & feel you inside & out Been shy & doubt what I feel for you sometimes cuz you make me nervous Cuz I'm insecure & I feel I don't deserve this Cuz I been hurt in the past & I don't mean to bring up what's pa**ed But the experiences I've had Put me in a f**ed up cognitive state They filled me with hate. It's hard for me to push em away Give me time. Please be patient with me Cuz I been waiting all my life so patiently For you. You're the only one I wanna love You're my ugly mess. Boy, you're like the best & I could care less what anybody says I'm gonna be with you & the world could know it too I hope I make you as happy as you make me everyday Knots in my stomach every time I hear you say "I love you." Cuz I love you too Anything you need done, just ask me & I'll do Whatever it is. I love it when we kiss Love you boy, I need you & I wanna tell you this... Only us could write the pages & we write em really well Freestyles, boy, you giving me them free smiles Switching up my habits cuz you know I gotta have it Without you I don't even got a reason