Renee Heartfelt - (The) d**h Of A Ghost lyrics

I ran my hand down the steel Of the gun my father carried like a cross You might say I learned my lessons young After only sixteen years I will live and die right here In the place I played as a kid But it makes no difference now As I watch his chest explode It makes no difference now He was dead to me long ago In the smell of gasoline On a summer afternoon In a town on the bay Where my grandfather learned to swim I found my peace in the steel Of the gun my father carried like a cross As the blood dripped from his mouth He said, "It makes no difference now." No, it makes no difference now As I watch his chest explode It makes no difference now He was dead to me long ago