Rene Brown - DREAMS lyrics

[VERSE 1] My momma never had sh** But my sorry drug dealing daddy mad rich With mad whips and mad chicks 4 kids in the living room sleeping with no mattress My crack head step dad still hara**ing 14 mad blunt pa**ing Question asking IF U could could you just imagine How it feels to have a pa**ion Get Raised like you can't have it And you too small to grasp it My undeveloped mind racing so fast f** timid In a civic I want cash f** gimmicks for the critics I got cla** Young a** skippin cla** That won't pa** See I was taught me to get even before I get mad I'm at a show signing my autograph I been chasing dreams my whole life So Ain't no k**ing that Or k**ing me I been on my own since Elementary So all that jazz don't get to me That negative energy isnt meant to be [HOOK] What I'm supposed to do When dreams the only thing that gets thru I ain't got a f**n thing to lose I ain't got a f**n thing to prove X2 [VERSE 2] Who am I? Who am I to touch the sky? Who am I to not even give it a try If You let them n***as k** yo pride That sh** gone eat yo a** alive Them thoughts deteriorate your mind That sh** gone be yo 9-5, n***a It figures They couldn't picture visions that I've delivered so f**n vivid I live it, I meant it, I'm in it Rain, sleet or snow It makes no difference I'm the greatest It's clear and I know you hear it My fear is What y'all expecting of me Who I'm supposed to be All this monotony Haunting me constantly To the point that it's gotten me Down and it bothers me That I'm here but at this point There ain't no finding me Finding myself Trying - I think I need help That sh** is hard to except My mind is full of regrets My lungs are full that green I sorry but I digress I drink and drink till I lean To clear my mind I confess Believe me sh** ain't what it seem [HOOK] What I'm supposed to do When dreams the only thing that gets thru I ain't got a f**n thing to lose I ain't got a f**n thing to prove X2